Farewell to the lazy days

It’s official. Summer 2012 has already come to an end. What I thought would be a great summer full of endless fun and productivity with rainbows and cupcakes turned out to be the exact opposite. But you know, I’d be lying if I said that this was the worse summer I’ve ever gone through. While my classmates were enjoying themselves under the eye-blinding rays of the sun, I was here— If I might add — surprisingly contented with watching chick flicks by myself. Oh, and I must say that those late nights on Tumblr surely taught me a lot of wonderful things. After all, that, my friend, is an incontestable fact.

So instead of desperately sulking over the long list of “I wish I could have done that instead”’s, I’d rather grab this opportunity to solely thank all of the friends I’ve made here in the web world. In a span of 2 months, this blog was able to reach 200+ followers. I know that’s not something to brag about but still, I’d like to thank everyone who clicked the “follow” button and actually talked to me. Until now I’m still wondering why you guys decided to do so because I think that I’m a very boring person and I’m only capable of doing suckish things (I’m sure that most of you know that already but really— thank you so, so much for staying anyway). Thank you so much for appreciating me.

Unfortunately, my classes will start on June 5. There might be times when you’ll think I’ve deactivated already due to the lack of updates (and I’d like to apologize for that in advance) but rest assured that I will try my best to keep this blog active. If there’s anyone of you who needs my help in anything at all (except in Math-related stuff LOL), feel free to talk to me. :)

I’m currently having those days when I feel like there’s another World War II happening in my uterus. Anyway, I’m sorry for the lack of updates. My mind’s currently in a mess right now. There’s this voice telling me that I have a lot of things to do but apparently, I don’t feel like moving at all. Actually, I’m not quite sure if the reason for that is because I’m lacking motivation or if I’m just really lazy.

Oh, and there are two things I’ve realized today:

1. I watched Justin Bieber’s music video of Boyfriend earlier for the first time. Good gracious, there’s definitely no other guy that says “swaggie” like he does!
2. I’m not saying this to anyone in particular but seriously— I don’t think being bored is a reason enough for people to show to everyone else how vain or how much of a camwhore they are. I’m not annoyed at them or what; I just don’t get the logic of it all.

Okay, I’m bored.

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littlewindmillea:

Hi lovelies! I never thought about 30 people would actually click the heart. Hehe, so.. I’m sorry for the delayed response. Anyway, this was really fun! Even if it was one-sided, I feel like I actually got to know some of you. :] I personally think I have the prettiest, smartest, and wittiest set of followers. Hehe. So, thank you, guys! <3 

So.. Here goes! :]  

Sheiscompletelymistaken - First of all, I love how she went from being theuninspiredkid to sheiscompletelymistaken. Hehe. I love how her blog basically screams faith all over.. Her title, her banner, her sidebar photo. I love how passionate she is when it comes to her blog entries. I love the way she writes.. It’s very powerful in a sense that you will also most definitely feel what she feels, or atleast feel even a part of it. Her photographs are lovely to look at as well. Hehe. Anyway.. hi Nona! What a wonderful and unique name you have. :] I saw your Ocean Park entry, and you’re right! You should most definitely come back soon and try their rides! :] God bless you, dear :]

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Thank you Ate Lea! ♥ You’re so kind— I don’t have anything else to say except that you’re so awesome and sweet and I WANNA HUG YOU!!! :((

OH GOD SOMEONE IS OFFERING FREE TICKETS TO JOE JONAS LATER!!!

YOU GUYS THIS IS SERIOUS

FREE TICKETS TO JOE FREAKING JONAS!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHH

BUT WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE IN ALABANG WHY!!!

I FEEL LIKE CRYING RIGHT NOW :(((((

I need a real vacation.

Take me to a magical place I’ve never been to. May it be somewhere near or far, I’ll come with you. Something cliche like a road trip to the beach would be fine as well. After all, the anticipation would surely keep me awake no matter how boring the mixtapes you prepared were. I’ve been longing to see the vast sea, to let its intoxicating smell sink in, to feel the harsh sea breeze touch my face. I want to feel the summer heat pierce through my skin without the urge to run away from it. And I want to meet strangers along the way whom I’ll be happy to share the majestic sunset with.

I’ve had it with waking up late with my head throbbing like it just had been smacked real hard against the wall. I want to try living in an isolated place where the internet connection won’t be able to reach, even if it’s only for a day. I want to go out just to take pictures and say at the end of the day that it was the most relaxing thing that ever happened ever since this summer vacation started.

I’m quite glad to say that I’m now capable of controlling my emotions. Though I’m still in progress of becoming the person who I wish to be, little by little, I’m finally learning how to actually think before I act. Somehow, I’m able to restrain myself from getting carried away by strong feelings I never knew existed. However, I don’t want you to think that I consider these feelings as unimportant or disquieting.

I’m doing this because I fear that I might hurt the only people who ever cared about me. The last thing I’d want to do is push them away. But as selfless as that may sound, the truth is, I too am doing this for my own selfish reason…

I’m too afraid to be left out.

I just had a dream about me having a Sony dSLR. It wasn’t my dream camera but hey, who wouldn’t act giddy about having a new camera? I was meddling with the features and settings, literally taking pictures of almost everything I see. Haha! I don’t know, it all seems too hilarious to me. LOL